More than a conqueror

Dear God, I can’t imagine how I came this far
A loving father & a dear friend you are
You’ve always been my hope when I was down
You took away my shame & gave me a crown
Whenever I was left all alone
You were right there, I should’ve known.

There were times I abandoned you,
Yet, you adored me with a love so true.
When my faith went down the drain
You probably cried those tears with pain
I have always wished that I could undo my past
I failed to realize that you’re there to wipe it out
& to you my burdens, I could cast.

When things went wrong & hope was gone
You gave me strength asked me to hold on.
When I asked you for a reason
You said for everything there is a season.
I surrendered but I asked you to hurry
You said, dear one be still, I am God so there’s nothing to worry.

Now when I look back, I know I am more than a conqueror
For God is my warrior
He fights my life’s battle
He reminds me that I am a special one in his cattle
He comforts & guides, He loves & adores,
He makes a way and opens shut doors.
I don’t have to worry about my needs
As I now know, He leads.